It’s been two days. Up to now my head can’t comprehend. My heart is still burdened by this heavy feeling. I feel like in the midst of a whirlpool in turbulence. And it’s sucking in the very core of my being.
I’m groaning with despair. Why does it have to happen? Why do You give and take away? Why do You say yes and suddenly change Your answer? So many questions. So many what if’s and could have been’s.
But only You knows our lives from beginning to end. Our coming and going. Our time here on Earth.
May I remember this moment forever, what I felt and what I learned. To trust others and believe in their goodness. To value relationships. To love with the kind of love that You unrelentingly give. To forgive even when it hurts.
I will not be shaken. I’ll make myself better.
I’ll follow my dreams.